Monday, March 21

:: creations ::

for the past weeks, i've been having sleepless nites. it could be due more to "panic attacks". i did wake up one morning, jumped out of bed and said, i'm freaking late! only to realise that its a sun. gosh, that scares me. i think i'm having nightmares abt gg to work.

i mean, i've soo many things to do. but seriously, i've got no energy, which is equivalent to no ideas. sometimes i think i work best when i'm under pressure. like the idea that came to me 40mins before the wedding recep. it was one super kalang kabut moment. trying to get the thing done while trying to wear my clothes and tenyeh your face all at the same time was beyond crazy.

and now, i'm suppose to do RM's design work, but i've been putting it off for a whole mth! gosh! i felt bad and i cant sleep thinking of ideas. but things are not gg well. hopefully, i might be able to come up with something asap. i felt sooo sooo bad coz he was in my priority list!

another side job has landed and its gonna be another exciting adventure. it sure feels great coz it seems as if i'm always getting "married". NOT!

and on another task, i'm bck to scouting for beautiful flowers for someone's upcoming wedding. finding the right one for the groom has been my main task for the past weeks. i'm such a "minah bunga" at the moment. *smiles* anyways, anyone out there knows of any shops that sells beautiful silk flowers? coz the ones at geylang looks soo like bunga taik ayam kembang malam!! sheessh!!